I still depend on my parents for money and food so I don't know what I can do without them far in college. ive been staying with the same parents for 18 years of my life already, which makes me think that it 'll be difficult to live without them , on my own. why do you want to leave? is it freedom?
Doesn't almost everyone depend on their parents for food and money rn ? That doesn't mean you're going to curl up like a prune when you get to college. You don't need them to be physically there because you need to be independent one day anyways