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Elena was in a bad mood, after she became a vampire, and her humanity was off, everything was so hard for her, the pain that she had, she didn't still know how to control her hunger,
It was a beautiful day in the church, Everything was going okay until e scent of blood permeates the church. for sure it wasn't good for Elena. Especially when it was dripping into the holy water. Elena could feel the blood from up there, so she gulped, Stefan wrapped an arm around her as he whispered "You can control it" He tried to calm Elena, But Truly Elena couldn't control so after a while she decided to feed on Matt, so after she finished feeding on her, she quickly gulped and wipped the blood away from her mouth she was still hungry, she smelt a blood it seemed like April was there, bleeding up there, She quickly vs up there, Stefan and no one was there to stop her, she saw April was there, on the floor, she tilted her head to the side as she whispered slowly "Im sorry.." Then she grows her fangs as her eyes turned to red and veins appeared under her pretty eyes http://25.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_mccxgeNeYP1qhp2ojo1_500.gif . Elena quickly ran to her, she was about to bite her but then Caroline showed up and stopped her http://24.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_mc4delrvlF1rxx90eo1_250.gif , Elena narrowed her eyes while veins was still under her eyes, when her humanity was off, she couldn't even know her best friends too, even Caroline, the one who helped her a lot and been there for her all the time, Elena shook her head slightly as she was trying to get free of Caroline, she didn't even listen to what she said at first, She just quickly said "Let go of me.. Let me go!" she said a bit loud as she tried to keep free http://24.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_mc4delrvlF1rxx90eo2_250.gif But Caroline was stronger than her for sure, so she couldn't just get free from her. Elena was still out of control but then while she listened to Caroline's words, she got a bit better, her eyes turned into the normal one, as she breathed heavily first and kept her chocolate brown eyes looking at April carefully http://25.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_mc4delrvlF1rxx90eo4_250.gif then she gulped and looked at Caroline for seconds without saying a word, she quickly walked over to April and sat down on her knees, she compelled her "You will forget what happened, instead you will remember the only good things that happened.." She said while she smiled softly and looked at April, she was glad that she could control it but a bit sad about what she was going to say, Elena quickly turned her head to face Caroline and looked up at her "I did it.." She pressed her lips as a soft smile appeared on her lips, she was talking about her humanity, some few tears got into her eyes while she kept her chocolate brown eyes looking up at her, she was finally free and a bit happy.

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Elena walked outside the house, like always she was going to meet her friends in the woods, Elena got to the woods, she looked around and Saw Caroline and Bonnie standing there, so a small smile appeared on her soft lips while she walked towards them, She quickly said "Hey.." She smiled softly as she placed some of her lost soft long brown hair behind her ear http://media.tumblr.com/tumblr_m08jxtcOWr1r4lxrn.gif .She started to talk with them both for seconds, Caroline started to talk about the boys, And Elena didn't really like the subject, So she slides her both hands into the pockets of her jeans as she looked away for seconds, she was kinda annoyed and a bit bored, she wasn't one of those type of girls who likes to talk about boys, she nodded looking around http://33.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_m1gvtljlUM1qay5ogo1_r1_500.gif then she gulped a bit and looked back at them and said "You know what? im going to take a walk around for sure" She smiled softly as she fixed her soft hair and then she walked through the woods, She quickly sat down under the tree, she leaned back and pulled out her phone, she called Stefan, Stefan answered, they both started to talk for a while, then Elena hanged out the phone. she looked down at the phone which was still in her hand for seconds while she took a deep breath http://31.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_m1ggba256o1r379tro1_500.gif .
Then after a while Elena heard a strange voice, it seemed like someone showed up, So she frowned slightly as she looked around the woods carefully, and said a bit loudly "Hello.. Is anyone there?" She raised an eyebrow and kept looking around in a shocked way, then she stood up quickly and sighed, looking at the ground for seconds, then she realized that someone just appeared behind her, she quickly turned around to face him, she looked down and up at him, she have never met the guy before, and still she didn't know that he was Stefan's brother, so she gulped a bit as she asked "How did you just came too fast?" She raised an eyebrow as she faked a smile in a confused way, she still didn't know about vampires and these stuffs, So Elena kept her chocolate brown eyes looking at Damon carefully http://media.tumblr.com/49095130db6dc748a13f1db8ca25b00f/tumblr_inline_mubkt1WUA01so0q7v.gif .
She gulped a bit as she heard he said 'Katherine'. Elena guessed that he thought that she was another girl, so She tilted her head to the side as she said "I-Im sorry.. i think you came to a wrong person" She pressed her lips as she gulped hard, she saw Damon walked around her, so her soft smile changed to a frown, she didn't exactly know that why He was acting kinda weird. so she looked at him with a shocked face.

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Elena sighed as she heard that Klaus was her uncle, she rolled her chocolate brown eyes as she sat down on the chair again, She leaned back against the chair, she listened to her story that Stefan told to them, well it was sad, and that moment Elena figured out that Amalia is not even like his uncles 'Kol' and Klaus', So she looked down as she quickly said "I'm sorry about your parents.." She shook her head slightly and then looked back at her http://31.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_m1r0ev3F5p1r814pto1_250.gif .
She took a deep breath as she pressed her lips and then said while she heard that Amalia just said that she doesn't have any good past Elena cut the conversation and said "Well, i dont have a good past too.. I lost my parents in accident.." She looked down, she didn't even want to remind it http://i1232.photobucket.com/albums/ff372/tvd_ks/The%20Vampire%20Diaries/Katherine%20Pierce/tumblr_m4hwr7rTub1r1yvn8.gif and then she placed some of her lost long hair behind her ear and continued "Then i lost my aunt 'Jenna' the one who took care of me after that" She shrugged a bit as she gulped and looked up at them all http://mystical--elena.tumblr.com/post/19916236270 "And then Damon.. well my brother and my friends are the only things that i have now" She looked at them all, they were all depressed.
So Elena sighed a bit, as she bit her lower lip softly, she quickly stood up and walked over to the table which was bourbon and some glasses on it, she grabbed the bottle with few glasses and came back, she poured some bourbon in all glasses and after a few seconds, she quickly handed the glasses to everyone and then said while she slides her hands into the pockets of her jeans for seconds "Well, im pretty sure that we all had a worse past.." She sighed as she tilted her head to the side and looked down at the ground at nowhere then continued "But tonight, we are all here to be happy, at least we have to try" She nodded as she fixed her hair and lifted her chin up, and looked at them all http://static.tumblr.com/bjbcg4b/tYWlxp3ym/tumblr_lxewo0q9pd1qgxjdq.gif "We need to forget about past.. cause new day, New life" She smiled softly as she said "So cheers" she gulped and took a sip of her bourbon as she smiled softly at them http://gif3.ask.fm/animated_gifs/003/185/069/056/animated/file.gif , she tried to be happy that was the thing that Damon wanted to, So then she placed the glass back on table and looked at them with a soft smile on her lips as she pressed her lips together

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Elena still didn't make any eye contact with him for seconds, she looked down at the ground at nowhere for few seconds http://images6.fanpop.com/image/photos/32100000/elena-gilbert-elena-gilbert-32157853-500-266.gif and then she quickly turned her head to the side, She finally made a little eye contact with him, She placed her both hands on her lap while she looked at him and smiled softly, she quickly said "That wasn't your fault, Stefan.. i shouldn't kiss you at first too.." She shook her head slightly at first and then a small smile appeared on her lips, but the smile was fake for sure http://media.giphy.com/media/HQnldkzeCFm6s/giphy.gif , she kept her eyes looking at him and then while he said he will help Damon and help him to turn his emotions on back again, She took a deep breath, she knew that Stefan will do what he say, so she licked her lips and then said quickly "Thanks for helping me.." She looked at him a bit worried, cause Maybe when Damon's humantiy was off, he could even hurt his brother too http://media.tumblr.com/tumblr_m10z2hElT21qfvzyf.gif .
Elena quickly placed her long brown soft hair behind her ear and fixed her hair as she answered to his question "I'll Be alright.. i'm going to meet Caroline for now.. I promised her that i will be there" She looked away as she sighed deeply and then she kept her chocolate brown eyes looking at him with a soft smile on her soft lips http://images6.fanpop.com/image/photos/33900000/Elena-4x16-elena-gilbert-33949938-500-281.gif and then she turned around, she took some few steps to walk, but then she stopped, she remembered something that she had to tell, so she turned around as she looked at him and then said "Stefan.. don't forget to call me, When Damon gets better.. i have to talk with him" she had a slight frown on her face while she looked at him and took a deep and long breath http://img4.wikia.nocookie.net/__cb20140225025234/degrassi/images/2/2c/Elena_Gilbert_%281%29.gif then While Stefan said that he will, She smiled and pressed her lips, she quickly turned back around and began to walk towards her house.
After few minutes while she got there, she quickly grabbed the keys and opened the door, she was a bit happy but depressed at the same time, she took some few steps inside, while she saw Caroline sitting on the couch, She smiled and then said "Hey.." She walked over to her and sat down right in front of her, Caroline asked her "What happened? is everything alright with Damon and his humanity thing?"
Elena gulped a bit and said "I dont even know.. Stefan will call, i hope so" She nodded as she looked down for seconds and then back at Caroline, Elena still didn't tell anything to her about that Stefan and her kissed, she just kept her phone in her hand as she looked at her.

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[Well, My name is Bella but call me Bells or whatever xD haha, Nice to meet you ^^]
Elena sighed as she tilted her head to the side in a confused and a bit shocked way, she couldn't believe that Stefan won't let her to help him to find Damon, she frowned a bit as she said "Stefan, Please.. " she gulped a bit and continued what she was going to say "Thanks for caring...I'm glad to see that you still care" she pressed her lips together as she looked up at him for seconds http://media.tumblr.com/tumblr_m10z2hElT21qfvzyf.gif and then continued "But..." she closed her eyes for seconds and then continued "But, Damon needs me. i know who he truly is..." she placed some of her lost hair behind her ear, she was unsure that she knew that who he is now, but she just said it, because she truly wanted to help Stefan to find Damon or at least she could try it.
Elena sighed deeply and said "He can fight with it... i should be there to help him!" she quickly said this and then looked down for seconds http://31.media.tumblr.com/32f77adf40b10ccd77fc3cf1a95197d8/tumblr_menad8Ap2K1qlxvxuo1_500.gif even when it was dangerous for her, well she was Elena, she didn't want to give up, she gulped and said "I wont give up, Stefan and you know it.." she pressed her lips together and then took a deep breath. she didn't want to make any eye contact with him for minutes, but then she looked up into his eyes and said "And about you.. stop caring please" she shook her head slightly, whenever he just care about her, he makes Elena to love Stefan even more, well Elena still had feelings for him, but she needed to hide her feelings from him, because of Damon, cause she was in love with Damon too, So she quickly said "Stop caring.. stop making me to love you, Stefan" she gasped a bit while she said the thing that she always wanted to say, she licked her lips and then lifted her chin up and looked at Stefan while he didn't say anything, she closed her eyes once again for seconds and then said softly to him "I-Im sorry... i just... sorry" she gulped and kept her chocolate brown eyes looking away at the ground

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Elena was talking with Stefan about Damon and what they were going to do, she leaned back against the car which was right behind her, she used her vampire power and heard that what Caroline said to Damon and Enzo in the living room, she quickly gulped and looked at Stefan while she said "We should go... Damon is there" first Elena placed her both hands into the pockets of her jeans as she looked at Stefan http://media.giphy.com/media/RtsSOFbuIprl6/giphy.gif then they both quickly Vs to the living room which was Caroline there.
Elena gasped a bit as she saw Damon after a while, she couldn't believe that she truly could see him again, she gulped a bit http://s3.favim.com/orig/44/elena-gilbert-Favim.com-374477.gif she looked at Enzo and rolled her chocolate brown eyes, for sure it was all his and Katherine's fault, so she shook her head slightly as she said softly "It was all your fault.. look what you did!" she pressed her lips from the anger as she lifted her chin up http://media.giphy.com/media/WABcA83oyBQTC/giphy.gif then she quickly looked at Damon while and took some few steps inside the living room, she looked down and up at Damon, he really seemed strange for her, it seems like he was totally another person, a vampire with no emotions or humanity, the vampire that he has been before, Elena then quickly looked away at the ground as she took a deep breath and closed her eyes for seconds and then she looked back at him and said "We're not gonna leave, Damon" she placed some of her long soft brown hair behind her ear as she shook her head slightly and continued what she was going to say "I'm not scared of what you are now" she sighed deeply, she walked a bit more closer to him carefully and said softly "I believe that you are the same person that i fell in love with, Damon" she looked away http://media.tumblr.com/tumblr_mbvw1zlpw41rhw3hro1_500.gif and continued the last words "We won't leave without you... at least i wont" she gulped and kept her chocolate brown eyes looking up into his blue eyes. she really missed those eyes, she believed that he could fight with was he was now.

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Elena smiled softly while she listened to them carefully and quickly said "Thanks for helping me, really" she looked at Caroline with her same soft smile on her lips http://media.giphy.com/media/EObgmqCAz5BTi/giphy.gif she looked at Stefan while he walked closer to her, she gulped and gasped a bit at the same time, she quickly lifted her chin up and looked up at him with a smile and said "Great" she smiled softly http://media.giphy.com/media/11tofRvabkqneM/giphy.gif .
Elena took a deep breath as she slides her hands into her pockets of her jeans and said "It wasn't Katherine's fault.. it was my fault that i believed that Katherine had changed" she pressed her lips together "i messed up so i should probably fix it" she gulped and looked down at the ground at nowhere with a slight frown on her face http://media.giphy.com/media/A0ZfsCHsskbLi/giphy.gif and then she whispered with herself "Everything will be alright, Elena.. it has to be" she faked a smile as she shrugged slightly http://media.giphy.com/media/13ZEMzJkRT2qCA/giphy.gif .
Then she heard Caroline just said that they have to go, So she took a deep breath and turned her head to the side to face her and said while she smiled quickly "I'm coming" she gulped http://media.giphy.com/media/2DEvKfnHGWpkk/giphy.gif and began to walk towards them, Stefan grabbed the keys of the car and they all sat down in the car.
After a while they arrived there, Elena never seen the place that they were before, either Caroline. Elena looked outisde from the window with a frown on her face, she was about to say something but she didn't. she quickly got outside the car, she looked around while she closed the door, it was a dark night so it was a bit scary place, she saw Caroline got out of the car, she said "Where is this place?" she nodded softly as she looked at Caroline then at Stefan and then walked towards him and said "Stefa.. where are we now?" she said while she frowned slightly, she kept her chocolate brown eyes looking at Stefan then at Caroline with a shocked face.

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